hi the name is victoria, vicca lee.

and i have a mild case of ocd and paranoia.

speaking my mind @ suckmyanarchy.livejournal.com

lingering AIM @ dreamless spills my copper hair cascades to the begining of my shoulders, like a waterfall, covering bright blue icicles eyes that melt into a stream. a part of me lives in a dual world inside my head, the coils that twist and turn in my head, that stick through my external life and keep all my friends and family twisting in my head, enough to keep their voices in my head. not being able to stop, the thought process, the other half of what defines my exsistance. but who needs a mind to exsist in today's america, when you have that image to walk on? broken baby doll legs, falling upside down and through the ceiling in another adventureland. glossy eyes, beaming up at the city's sky - an illuminating sun, caressing your skin with its warmth. the sun, touching that porcelain skin. the sun, only bronzing you to turn you into a daisy field child, testing how far it can drag you before you realize how far away you are from night's moonlight path and into the eternal ray - visible, sun, where there is no hiding flaws, only leaving yourself raw. but are they really seeing you, or just the physical you? the you in that raggy dress with stockings, or are they going to burn down that turbon on your head and pull out that coil in your head - stringing off your family and friends one by one, analyzing everything you've kept away from the morning, the kinds of things that the morning didn't want to believe you shared with night. with night, you could be loose, toy with that coil and kiss it but with the morning, it is all forced. they said it's for the best, but you know better. just fall back into your waterfall, a quicker pathway back to the night.
my full name is victoria lee innocenzi

& my birthday is in the winter,

strawberry milkshake bubble baths, satin bed sheets, photo booth pictures, bruises, burts & bees lip balm, starbucks coffee, vintage lingerie, swimming pools, long necklaces, sushi restaurants, photo collages, livejournal, concerts, rockstar energy drinks, cuddling, strawberry smoothies, neon straws, rolling, betsey johnson bags, juicy couture perfumes, a boy with tattoos, who knows how to kiss

female vocalists

fight club, the duchess, girl, interrupted, party monster, jawbreaker, marie antoinette, a clockwork orange, the uninvited, foxfire, the virgin suicides, across the universe, lost & delerious, factory girl, candy, gia, requiem for a dream, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, closer, v for vendetta, stranger than fiction, boys dont cry, the go-getter, in her shoes, p.s. i love you, l.i.e., hard candy, thirteen, american beauty, trainspotting, lars and the real girl, tuckeverlasting, iron jawed angels, interview with a vampire, donnie darko, adventureland, into the wild, poison ivy sequels, the notebook, taken, 13 going on 30, little miss sunshine, nights in rodathe, the girl in the pearl necklace, choke, becoming jane, the jane austen book club, sid & nancy, almost famous, titanic, cash back, spun, ever after, slumdog millionaire, uptown girls, garden party, blue crush, garden state, elizabeth town, ella enchanted, in the land of women, big fish, the dark knight, changeling, the other boleyn girl, the devil wears prada, crossroads, drive me crazy, georgia rule, american phsyco, running with scissors, the breakfast club, alice in wonderland

when you're on the upswing of life and suddenly things don't go your way, you need to recognize your privilege. ever wonder why little rich girl cries?, keep in mind those who work for their champagne, when you sip carelessly

crank, burned, impulse, identitcal, the twilight series, the gossip girl series, it girl series, durgs are nice, sex, drugs and cocoa puffs, loose girl, the heroin diaries, luna, memoirs of a geisha, born in the year of the buttefly knife, lolita, paradoxia, on the upswing of love, life, regret, a life deliberate, a bad girl's guide to getting what you want, invisible monsters, choke, the perks of being a wallflower, fight club, rant, the host, tuck everlasting, the patchwork girl of oz, blue bloods, the great gatsby, leashed, smashed, paint it black